2012

The last three weeks of 2012 I have been in a rut. While everyone else was raving about changing and resolutions, I was convinced I could not change. Convinced I was stuck where I was. I am finally realizing I can change; I can be whoever I want to be. I also have started to notice that things will be much better if I feel good about my self, so I’m going to do that.  I want to be known as the kind of girl who was strong, got good grades, was kind to everyone, was happy with herself, had a strong testimony of the LDS church, and lived to love. I’m not going to make any resolutions; I am just going to be better. Everyday I am going to do something kind for someone. 

 I think it’s important to stop comparing yourself to other people. Being envious is a very nasty trait. I know I have been guilty of this. But, I would rather love someone for the great qualities they have, and be grateful for the qualities I have also. We were put on this earth for a purpose, and everyone has a different purpose. I want to be able to not be jealous, to not compare myself to others, and to be grateful for what I have in my life.

_{·              BE STRONG}

_{·              BE COURGEOUS}

_{·              BE GRATEFUL}

_{·              MAKE MEMORIES}

_{·              BE KIND TO EVERYONE}

_{·              WORK HARD}

_{·              BE POSITIVE}

_{·              ADAPT}

_{·              LOVE OTHERS}

_{·              RESPECT OTHERS}

_{·              BE HONEST}

Young, Wild and Free

I'm so sorry for my absence on the blogosphere. Life has been crazy, holidays, ya know. Plus life has been awful. I don't really like to blog about my life when it truly is in a low point. Things are finally, finally starting to get better though. I mean I'm not on a smooth street at all, it is definitely still a bumpy, windy and dirty road. But not as twisty and dark as it was before. Thankfully. Tomorrow I have my first day at the U. I'm really excited for that, and I just hope that it is so much better than USU was. I also started going to my new young single adult ward. Which is good, it was a bit intimidating but I am really glad I went. I've been focusing my time on friends, which is great! I've met some new (cute) people... hint hint. Haha. I really have had a great time being 

young, wild and free. 

 Sometimes I need to remind myself that I do not need to get married anytime soon, I don't have to have babies, and I don't have to be tied down and attached to a boy. Right now all I need is my best friends, random people I don't even know, and good music. I'm really excited to see where these next few months take me. 

I am up for anything. 

and I am so ready for change.