Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Love is a verb.

Tonight I decided would be a great night just to listen to John Mayer and go through old pictures. It suddenly dawned on me how fast things have changed. It breaks my heart. 
Just two little babies, going into high school, so naive. I miss being this young and clueless with this girl. 
Sophomore year, stopped being scared of boys and living in the moment, too many memories.
 First "dance" ever, such a nerd, I really am embarrassed. 
 Adam Hawker. On a mission now, I miss this, could sit and do nothing with him for 
 Haha, we thought we were little hard A's... 
Going from hating each other to being best friends, how ironic. 
 Keahna... Haha. We've been friends for too long, even though we both have changed a ton, I know when it comes down to it, she will always be here, and we will always be friends.
 Oh goodness, the night, Emsil crashed into TY's car, only months after having her license. HAHA. Also the night that we both kissed boys we reeeaallly liked.... Regrets. 
 Right about this time I quit something I had done for years, that was apart of me, in the process leaving behind a close friend... 
 WITTLE BABIIIESS. 
 I remember this night too clearly. Keahna lying about how she received boxers, winter break, calling Mckay, getting in trouble with parents, and being so young. 
Haha we Emsil and I thought we were wearing SOOOO much makeup, when a little more than a year later this was average for us.... haha so naive. I love it.
 Junior year was one of the finest. My BFF Al the casual thing 1 and 2. Classy. 
 Oh Matthew. Love him too much. He just left for his mission today. TOO MANY MEMORIES with this one... 
 My first boyfriend...haha embarrassed by this picture? YES... 
 Sunday movie nights with TY, who is also on his mish. MISS him more than words right now. 
 My BFF partner in crime.. I hate us. 
 Ali Allred. This girl will always have a place in my heart.. I love her and us, and this picture! WHO ARE WE?!
 Turning 16, little babbbyyy
 Yes, this person will always be my bestfriend.. Not embarrassed by it. 
 Matthew Dale. Such love 
Such a great summer night with these guys, random crew. But it was too good! 
 Senior year, random dance. 
 Last blast.
 Final freak east. 
 So happy I became friends with her senior year! 
FINALLY SENIORS!

How I felt about high school ending.. 
 Saying goodbye to old friends. 
 The three amigos
 Thinking we would be friends forever. Naive babies. 
The last week before we all separated. 
Moving to Logan, having roommates, surreal experience.

SO many pictures, so many memories. I am so happy for all of these memories, but sometimes it makes me sad, because so much has changed and some of these people I cannot say I'm friends with anymore. Thats what gets me. After high school everything changed for me, it was unreal. I never realized how much would change by graduating and having friends so many different places. I am so grateful for the people I know are always here for me. Its been a wile 5 years and its nice just to look back for a second be nostalgic.