Ugh.

Is how I feel today...

I have not been in a very good mood the past, 30 hours. 

I just feel like EVERYONE, is going somewhere, doing something next year.

I'm not. 

I still don't know what exactly I'm going to do. It is really frustrating. 

A lot of my friends already know where they are going, and where they are going to live.

Which just makes it that much MORE frustrating for me.

I should like the fact that for once things are up in the air. 

But, I don't like it. I hate it. 

I want to know where I'm going and what I'm doing.

But this decision is turning out to be much harder than I thought. 

Utah State?

U Of U? 

Or neither?

I wish this decision was easier. 

But trials and adversity is apart of life.

I need to remember that. 

I was meant to go through this trial, 

so I can come out of it knowing 

I made the right decision.

-xoxo L.